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I am Enough from Katherine Center

Tuesday, March 23, 2010 at 12:00AM

Image of Jenny being painted by Katherine courtesy of Karen Walrond

I’m not exactly sure exactly how I got the idea to paint words on people. It just kind of came to me—in that mysterious way that ideas do.

What I am sure of is: There are words I really should say to myself.

And I know that I do not always listen and pay attention the way I should. Especially when I am saying something kind.

And so I try to write them down. Just to make them that much more solid.

And words on a piece of paper in Times New Roman can work just fine, but sometimes there are words I need to write big and loud. The way we see a word can impact how we hear it—what it sounds like in the head.

And so sometimes I paint the words on canvases. Or stamp them on metal. Or put them on cupcakes.

But there’s always a distance between the eyes and what they’re looking at. That’s how seeing works. And you have to see words before you can read them. And you have to read them before you can feel them.

Unless I could close the gap.

I wanted to make words of kindness into things we could literally feel on our bodies: feel the wet brush move across our skin, and then feel the words’ tiny, almost imperceptible presence when it was dry.

I wanted to find a way for words to touch not just the mind, but the body. To make them real.

First I asked a friend if she’d let me paint the last paragraph of one of my novels all over her, and she said yes. And what she said afterward about how it felt confirmed just what I had hoped: that it was powerful stuff.

So I painted more words on more people.

And one lucky afternoon, I painted the words on Tracey’s body that led to this collaborative. I am enough. And she felt them, and she heard them, and even though the paint itself washed off the next day, the words stayed with her. They lingered: just exactly—beautifully—the way I had hoped.

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About Katherine Center

Katherine Center is the author of three comic novels about love and family. Her third, Get Lucky is due out in April and her fourth is coming in 2012. BookPage named Katherine one of seven new writers to watch. She also makes video essays. Katherine lives in her hometown of Houston, Texas, with her husband and two young children.

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by Kathy at Real Mom. Real Life. on March 24, 2010

If I want her to be a strong woman, who isn’t desperate for the approval of others, then I can’t just tell her she is wonderful and strong(which she is!) I have to show her that I know from with in me that I am enough.

Reader Comments (22)

A sleepless night here, reading. Through your words I feel your brush gently stroke across my skin, embossing words upon my mind. Feels real. I'm grateful.

March 23, 2010 |

melody

Lovely.

March 23, 2010 |

Lee

Katherine has such a way with words, I can feel them!

March 23, 2010 |

Cara

I've read this three times now, each time I'm asking myself how to close the gap. Thanks for putting this question on my heart today.

March 23, 2010 |

Molly

Just grateful for these words today..They ring true and hit deeply.

March 23, 2010 |

Kerry

Hooray! So proud to be a part of all this goodness!!

March 23, 2010 |

katherine center

this is unbearably beautiful - i have stolen this idea for the next time my beloved friends and i get together... i will credit you with it :-) but anchoring a deeply centering and loving word over one's heart is powerful beyond words

March 23, 2010 |

jane

love this. i love the idea of following your gut and being called to do things, following your heart. it's important to pay attention to those words that come to you.

wondering about the significance of a painted message that washes off versus the more permanent tattoo. why one over the other; would this urge you to get the permanent; are they completely unrelated and separate things. there is probably a soothing quality to being painted on versus drilled into with a needle. just my random wonderings.

March 23, 2010 |

aileen

Beautifully written. I think I'll write my affirmation on myself, but I will use Sharpie, so it lasts longer :) Thank you for this post! It made my day!!

March 23, 2010 |

Mindy

My neck is one of my least favorite things about me. Those wrinkles...ugh. But when I look at this picture I don't see those wrinkles. I just see love and light. Thank you for that, my friend.

March 24, 2010 |

Jenny, Bloggess

Tracy! Thanks so much for this. I really loved it. I did a project with an artist friend where I danced on top of a large canvas....am working on the blogpost. One w photo of me covered in paint and the next one a video. I had always wanted to do that. Now I just want you to WRITE ON ME. (just putting it out there) hearts, Megan

March 24, 2010 |

Megan

I am just finding this group and so grateful for what you are putting together here.

The phrase: "I am enough" has been a powerful tool in my journey towards wholeness. The fact that I could not embrace this notion in any way has motivated me to do some pretty intense inner/spiritual work. I wrote a little about this topic on my blog : http://dandelionseedsanddreams.blogspot.com/2009/12/abundance.html

although I am finding the roots of this weed spread deep into my psyche. I look forward to finding more answers here as others explore this topic.

Namasté - Lis

March 24, 2010 |

Lis

Lovely. A unique and powerful tool--and a wonderment what ideas can foster if listened to. Thank you for a lovely moment.
Denise (www.musingsdemommy.blogspot.com)

March 24, 2010 |

denise

Love writing on myself. I am enough and wild and precious. with a fushia sharpie. I'm not a great role model to my grandson who copied me. OOPS!

March 24, 2010 |

Deb

While I was on the coast of Oregon Andrea and Kelly Rae created this special experience for us at the be present retreat as you had for them. I have always been drawn to words and even before the retreat saw photographs of the beautiful painting you had done on some of these woman. I always wondered what it would feel like to have someone paint a word I really needed to hear and feel on me. To shy to ask a friend to do it I was very happy when Andrea brought your idea with her to the Oregon coast on October when we gathered.

I choose the word "brave." It was a word that I had been repeating to myself because I wanted to feel it, truly feel it. When the paint brush swept across my skin it was incredibly powerful. Almost like the word was getting ingrained into my soul. I have the picture of my painted self framed and look to it often. And when that picture is not near I put my hand across my chest where the word was painted and am taken back to that moment. The moment that brave became a part of who I am.

March 24, 2010 |

Jennifer

words are so powerful . so gentle . so needed...thank you for your most beautiful ones Katherine

March 25, 2010 |

elk

in this moment the tears on my cheeks are my words

March 25, 2010 |

trudy

I remember the first time I saw the flickr photo set of yours, and the power of words on skin jumped off of my computer screen. Those images have stuck with me.
i have been tumbling over and over in my mind the idea of getting a tattoo that says "fearfully and wonderfully made" from Psalm 139 - to remind me that no matter what others may say or have said, that even what my head tells me, that I have been fearfully and wonderfully made.
So, when my well-intentioned mother says to me "Why on God's green earth did you get a tattoo?" I can blame you..... : ).

March 26, 2010 |

jackie

It seems like something of permanence happens when you paint them on you, you have to believe what you've accepted to be put on your body. Like a tattoo, a mantra.

Love every single piece of this.

March 29, 2010 |

Petit Elefant

Stopping by from "The Bloggess". What a great post. I have to pick up a brush and visit here again.

March 30, 2010 |

Lookie Lou

Beautiful Katherine. And I'm so honored to have been written on by you! -Christine

April 13, 2010 |

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